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    I can fully see it now. The fact, that I’ve changed so much in last two years. I used to be way too much concerned about my past, being worried, maybe afraid of it even, which was hindering not only my training, but also me, as a person. Today is different, I don’t really ponder about my past, it faded away, and I’m leaving it forgotten, burried deep down in my subconscious mind, as it’s where it resides, as I believe. I finally can keep my top priority without unncessary hindering - my training, which always has been my priority.

    All that training & meditations I kept doing paid off as well, and probably played big deal of as to why I changed, my mind settled and i became at peace with myself and also with others. I might still be a loner, but I no longer suspect everyone to come and mock me, to make me look like complete fool, or something like that. I admit I used to have huge problem trusting others. To trust to anyone, be it my peers or Masters. And I also admit I might still have some room for improvement in this area, mainly towards the Masters, who I usually avoid on sight, unless it would look completelly rude to avoid them.

    I’ve been working on my sustained telekinesis a lot lately. With not as much success as I’d anticipate, but it might be just that I still need to improve my control. It’s getting better, needless to be said. This whole thing is about mindset, more than anything else. I’ve been practicing this for most part at night, next to meditation, which admittedly caused I came late for the History class. I of course apologized for my absence, but it seems that Master Alkorda wasn’t too much worried about my absence, telling me that I’m usually on time and present on his classes.

    Speaking of my training, I really need my Master to be back. I can keep up the practice and learning on my own, but as multiple people already pointed out to me, I can only do so much without proper instructions from more experienced Master. I’ve been set back due to my Master’s lack of presence last two years. I only got to see him few times, so we’d review some things and getting some new assignments, but that’s it. There’s so much I need to learn. And, as i mentioned, my training is my first priority, more than anything else. I might have to speak to miss Aayla when I manage to catch her less busy than last night, to seek her advice on how should I proceed. If anything, I hope she might have more informations as to where my Master is and when he would be coming back.

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    History Class Assignment:
    Second Galactic Civil War & it’s Origin

    (Also known as Second Corellian Insurrection)

    After Yuuzhan vong conflict, Corellia was among few fortunate planets, which remained rather unscathered by the conflict. It’s economic power increased, as they began to offer loans to help to reconstruct the less fortunate planets. Corellia was prospering, and criminals like Thrackan Sal-Solo were forgaven, being even elected as system’s minister of War.

    Few years following, after the Yuuzhan Vong conflict, Corellia sought to pursue independancy again, growing and spreading, which was appealing to usual Corellian proud nature. Which is also when Corellia was delaying their contributions to GA, despite using GA’s infrastructure & trade benefits. slowly, but steadily, other, similary industrialized planets made signs of opposition - such as Commenor, Fondor and Bespin.

    In secrecy, Corellia began to produce a fleet of strenght, which could be compared to whole planet assault force. Adumar was their main provider, violating a GA law while doing so. Corellian scientists definitely didn’t slumber, as they were working to make ‘centerpoint Station’ operational. Corellia’s rebellion was growing, which led to imprisonment of people like Wedge Antilles, who was seen as threat by GA.

    Attack on Toryaz Station

    The relationship between Galactic alliance and Corellia were growing on intensity. It would look like that leaders of both parties would come to senses and come up, to a negotiation table, to try and settle the conflict, during peace talks. The Galactic Alliance chose to commence negotiations in the neutral setting of Kuat system. Nonetheless, the negotiations failed, as there was an attack on delegates, having Prime minister Saxan’s live fortfeit. It is documentated, that Dark Lady of Sith, Lumiya was the main figure, who made this conspiration to happen, to make sure that the Corellia and Galactic Alliance would be devoured from ongoing conflict.

    The same Sith was tracked down by Jedi Knight Jacen Solo and his apprentice, Ben Skywalker. Unfortunately, they both allowed themselves to be fooled by Lumiya, she eventually succeeded in turning Solo to the Dark Side, deluding his mind completelly. To cover up existence of Lumiya, Solo wiped out memory of his apprentice and that led to Solo’s ireversable change and his next fate.

    Personal Conclusion

    I believe that Corellia’s position after Yuuzhan Vong war led to the Second Galactic Civil war, next to their will to take their independancy by force. But, to be fair, neither side chose the best approach, at least in my opinion. GA chose to imprison representative of Corellia by pure assumption he would be a threat, before the conflict itself even spreaded out.

    And, another factor, which helped to pour oil to already burning flames, was conspiracy made up by Lumiya, the Sith Assassin, responsible for attacking the delegates and killing Prime Minister Saxan during the peace talks between GA and Corellia. And lastly, Solo’s turning to the Dark Side only fed the whole conflict, making it more violent, than it would be.

    I’m finishing this entry for now. Johauna out.




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    Johauna Darkrider's Datapad is based on fictional RPG character, played on Jedi.Holo